Yet, something inside tells me otherwise.
Welcome to my first blog post at Word Press.
I know this is going to sound like crap. The first one always does. And that’s okay. There is no audience. That’s not true. There is an audience of one. Me.
The goal is to complete this blog post with a beginning, middle and end. All before the holiday season will be good. No. Make that before the end of tomorrow. No make that within the next couple of hours. Sounds good. We have a winner. Right?
Let’s get back to me not believing that I am not a writer. Okay. Okay? Good.
Me mind or my mind tells me not to believe I am a writer. Yet, days of research has shown me that I do write. Proof is the image inserted in this blog. There are inspirational quotes on paper and throughout social media. (Down memory lane, been using numerous platforms for the past decade with writing and photography.) Notebooks are filled while others are spotless. The ones with words are a form of writing – fast writes.
Or the ever gagging – ugly writing – pulling out your hair writing. Lots of those lay in boxes. Not to been seen nor read.
Oh yes. The heart. Our spirit – soul (not sure which one to put here) tells me on a regular basis “You are a writer.” Haha. I laugh out loud. Silly stuff.
Decades I was introduced to spirit writers. Spirits talk to you in what to write. They, (not sure who they is) do a gentle haunting for me to write. It’s like these spirits know what people need read to help them feel better.
Besides the spirits talking to you all the time. Other things can happen. Little weird things happen like you on doing a internet search for perfume. Instead you are taken to a site that guides writers to write. Or your searching Netflix for a movie. You want to relax. Instead you are watching a documentary about being vulnerable.
The experts with the spirit world tell me those are signs. Or I’m being guided to follow my path. You know, we all have a reason to be here. We all have a purpose. My anxiety increases when the story line has me writing. I mean, come on, our lives is one big stage. Wasn’t that a Shakespeare play? Maybe I need to let go of some baggage? Everyone has extra emotional or physical baggage laying around. Let’s keep that stuff behind us as a shadow. Let it go!
Some expert stated that, Interverts (that’s me) are great writers. We have a special way to tell the truth through words. Okay. My mind still be skeptical about writing. My heart is all for it. Hm, perhaps my mind and heart need to create a relationship. Most psychology have you work with your mind and body.
Mind, Body and Soul will create healthy relationships within ourselves? Writers must create a healthy relationship in being a writer? Makes logical sense to me. The healthier we are in relationships the better we will be. I guess we must start to have a healthy relationship with ourselves.
In writing this post I realized that a healthy writing relationship will have me believing that I am a writer. Also, I completed my first blog. Now, comes the challenge to write the next one.
Thanks for reading my blog. You are a wonderful person.